i miss you :)

i miss you :)

Yes, you're not mistaken. I BOUGHT LMFAO'S CONCERT TICKETS!!!!!!!!!! IM THE KING OF THE WORLD NOW AND NOTHING CAN UPSET ME!!!!

Super hyper. I kept my 2 precious tickets carefully, not even a scratch! Bought it yesterday (sat) at pyramid with 30% off. Or else it would be 200 bucks and Im seriously broke. Lol. Need to learn financial planning. Ahahaha.

BUT WHO CARES? I GOT MY F***ING TICKETS!  #LIKEABOSS

And a big big big BIGGGGGGGGG thanks to RuiYang! My best jimui ever cause he's willing to pay 140 to accompany me to this crazy party. JIMUI LIKE THIS WHERE TO FIND?!! Muahahahaha. I will definitely repay you by shedding more tears when you depart to Australia. <333

Okay. That's all for this post. I just wanna express LMFAO's awesomeness and my happiness AND showing off. LOLLLLL. Please bear with me xD

Told ya my holiday couldn't be more awesome ;)


i miss you :)

i miss you :)

i miss you :)

Konbanwa minna-san! :D Life has been great for me after crawling out from my despair. New people new experience and new surrounding excites me. I used to be a shy and scared little girl, afraid of changes and anything unfamiliar. Now? Bah. I just can't wait to enjoy more!

A picture of me and my beloved son dolphin. What a cutie... Love him like so so so so muchie! Too bad I have to leave him back in muar :( Just came back from my 4 days 3 nights muar trip on monday which is full of happiness. I love the bunch of new friends, the friendly aunty, the place, the food, the fun-fair *squeals* and everything. Definitely a second visit for me! And a special thanks to my 4 days' personal driver :P

I DON'T WANNA COME BACK SO BADLY LA :(

I've never enjoyed my holidays this much before. My past experience was all dull, bored, grow mushrooms and all unhappy stuffs I can think off -.- Pathetic. See how good changes could be. Cherish it!

Valentines Day is around the corner. I want to go for the valentines eve dinner gathering but it's so damn far! Why puchong?! Roar.  Pity people like me who doesn't have a car. Im not allow to drive that far even tho I have one anyway... Lol. It's gonna be a busy week. Preparing surprises and hunting for jobs again. I NEED MONEY!!

Finally a joyful post for God knows how long! Ending my post with my precious <3




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i miss you :)

And that is all I ask for.

Confessions and lessons learnt, to and from the people I know and met during December 2011 - Jan 2012.

Person #1
Thank you for being with me during the hard times. Thank you for showing me a brand new world and changed me. Thank you for all the memories. Thank you for all the feelings which Im not able to express thru words.
You're still the best thing I've ever had.. although I no longer can trust or open or my heart after the pain you left behind. Still.. you're everything I wish to hold on again. Always.

Person #2
Im sorry for the wrongs and scars I did to you. I still care, I do. But life goes on and I hope you would live your life without me. Thank you for accepting and forgiving every mistakes, even tho it hurts you like hell.
You taught me to rather be alone than hurt someone else with fake love. And that no one stays forever. Im independent enough now I believe. And thank you for all the love you gave me, I treasure them.

Person #3
A great friend. It's rare  to find someone who can talk to you that much and bring you laughter every night.. I appreciate our friendship much. Im so sorry that things couldn't work out between us.
You taught me how fragile the word "love" can be. How easily people can give up on it. And how many lies can be told by using the name of it.

Person #4
You're smart, hardworking, have a bright future and a good job. I love to be with you, but too bad we are fated to be a short-term-passenger in each other's life. Frankly speaking, Im actually abit regret for letting you go. Hah.
At the same time.. it's once again proven that we never know what is hidden under a person's mask. Especially a gentleman like you. I shall be more aware of people around me from now on.

Person #5
Another decision I made.. And I hope this time it's a correct one.
Thank you for being the one who stayed until the very end. Despite the things I've done in the past that leave you nightmares..you chose to stay and waited for me.
Things will not be easy.. but I hope to walk to the path with you and solve everything together.
Thank you, for saving me, before I fell and betray my own self further..

But still.... Sigh. I have no idea what is wrong with me tonight. Time to sleep!




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i miss you :)

Flashbacks of you and I appeared quite often these days. Maybe it knew the ending has come, and is struggling to stop it. O'well, things always go emotional and nostalgic during late nights.

Was looking through the photos inside my hidden files. Again, reminding myself this would be the last time. Heh. Every piece of them is so beautiful and unforgettable.. Those days, those precious moments. Who wouldn't wish to travel back in time for them?

Let it go already. I have to. I WANT to.

I've neglected more than enough matter and I cannot bear to sacrifice anything any further. Life goes on. I ain't gonna wait and moan til the world ends. Hell no. Being a pathetic loser is the last thing I ever wanna become.

Play hard, smile hard while I can :)

Countdown-ing 2 days. Need to pay extra attention for the postman in order to grab my result slips before my parents do. My results are predictable..thanks to all the shits that happened at the "right" time. I admit I wanted a reason to blame on. But hey, the reason still takes half of the responsibility -.-

I will make sure I buckle up and work my ass hard for my second year. Ain't gonna let no shits affect my studies anymore. I FUCKING SWEAR IT.

Pray hard.

Life is like pictures. You can look back on the moments, but you can never recapture them.   



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